I felt a little off for a few days, but now I'm back to my happy self! There's a fine line of free time/ activity time that I seem to need to stay stimulated, but not overwhelmed, yet have enough alone time, but not feel lonely. I seem to be back in that balance. It also helps if I have a good book to read.
I was thinking today about what it is that I want and what type of relationship with 'other' I may want and even IF I want one at all. I'm pretty content without one. I like the idea of relationship, emotional commitment, companionship, but do I like the ACTUAL thing itself? I need to think more about this, detangle fear from my authentic voice and see what falls out.
